{"id":1914,"date":"2016-08-02T19:32:20","date_gmt":"2016-08-02T16:32:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/?p=1914"},"modified":"2016-11-04T09:45:17","modified_gmt":"2016-11-04T07:45:17","slug":"sundus-turkiyeye-donuyor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/en\/sundus-turkiyeye-donuyor\/","title":{"rendered":"Sundus is coming back to Turkey!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13183046_10209152955169860_514418823_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-1915\" src=\"http:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13183046_10209152955169860_514418823_n-240x300.jpg\" alt=\"13183046_10209152955169860_514418823_n\" width=\"240\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13183046_10209152955169860_514418823_n-240x300.jpg 240w, https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13183046_10209152955169860_514418823_n.jpg 256w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 240px) 100vw, 240px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>The activity period of our volunteer Sundus Ozturk who has worked for the disabled kids in our partner SCHUMAN in Warsaw for 10 months under the Erasmus+ European Voluntary Service (EVS) project is being finalized. Here are the lines in Turkish of Sundus about EVS!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ne kadar yazsam da duygular\u0131m\u0131 tam olarak asla ifade edemeyece\u011fim bir s\u00fcreci sizlere anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m. Ba\u015fvuru a\u015famamdan bug\u00fcne kadar neler ya\u015fad\u0131m. Neler oldu ve \u015fimdi ge\u00e7mi\u015fe bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda hayat\u0131mda neler de\u011fi\u015fti.<br \/>\nT\u00fcrk K\u0131z\u0131lay\u0131 sayesinde tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m Avrupa G\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc Hizmeti ile daha sonra kendi ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131mla da arkada\u015f olduk. Art\u0131k karar vermi\u015ftim bir \u015feyler de\u011fi\u015fmeliydi. Kesinlikle herkesin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u00fcrden s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 bir hayat istemiyordum,.Farkl\u0131 olmak, fark yaratabilmek ve geli\u015febilmek, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 tan\u0131yabilmek istiyordum. Bu y\u00fczden \u00f6ncelikle t\u00fcm bu s\u00fcrece kararl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde ad\u0131m att\u0131m. Cv&#8217;mi, motivasyon mektubumu google translate yard\u0131m\u0131yla yaz\u0131p, bir de video haz\u0131rlad\u0131m (ki bence se\u00e7ilmemi sa\u011flad\u0131 ) projeleri ara\u015ft\u0131rarak ba\u015fvurular yapmaya ve beklemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Okulumda da bir yandan sunumlar yap\u0131yordum. \u00d6\u011frendiklerimi benim gibi hayalleri olan insanlar ile payla\u015f\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n<p>Daha sonras\u0131nda Polonya&#8217;dan kabul ald\u0131m ve hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden projeyi bende kabul ettim. Engelli \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n oldu\u011fu bir kre\u015fte g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015facakt\u0131m. Benim grubumda otizimli 4 \u00e7ocuk bulunuyordu ve 10 ay boyunca onlarla ilgilenecektim. Bu kabul alma,vize,pasaport, proje anla\u015fmas\u0131,u\u00e7ak bileti gibi beni yoran ve y\u0131pratan s\u00fcre\u00e7te her zaman yan\u0131mda olan g\u00f6nderen kurulu\u015fum EPEKA&#8217;ya ve koordinat\u00f6r kurulu\u015fum SCHUMAN&#8217;a sahip oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in ger\u00e7ekten \u00e7ok \u015fansl\u0131yd\u0131m.<br \/>\nT\u00fcm prosed\u00fcr bittikten sonra art\u0131k yeni bi ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 yapmak i\u00e7in Var\u015fova&#8217;ya gelme zaman\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-5 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-5 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-5 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-5 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-5' class='gallery galleryid-1914 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13046053_10209044325894196_308161835_n.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13046053_10209044325894196_308161835_n-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13059407_10209044325854195_1852188970_n.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13059407_10209044325854195_1852188970_n-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13081761_10209044325054175_700971842_n.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13081761_10209044325054175_700971842_n-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><br style=\"clear: both\" \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p>Uzun bir 10 ay ge\u00e7irdim. Kre\u015fteki \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar ile grubumdaki her bir \u00e7ocuk ile arkada\u015f oldum, aile oldum. En \u00f6nemlisi buradaki, bu projenin di\u011fer g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fcleriyle hi\u00e7 ba\u011f\u0131 kopmayacak bir aile olu\u015fturdum. Her zaman birbirimize sayg\u0131l\u0131 ve arkada\u015f\u00e7a davrand\u0131k. Sorunlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 benimsedik ve \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm yollar\u0131n\u0131 birlikte arad\u0131k. Uzun bir yoldu benimkisi ve bu yolda her t\u00f6kezledi\u011fimde en yak\u0131n arkada\u015flar\u0131m, ailem ve burada ki farkl\u0131 \u00fclkelerden olan g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc arkada\u015flar\u0131m hep yan\u0131mdayd\u0131. Muhte\u015fem bir 10 ay ge\u00e7irdim bu sayede.<br \/>\nBa\u015flarda \u0130ngilizcem beni ger\u00e7ekten zorluyordu. Fakat bu sorunu a\u015fmaya kararl\u0131 oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in bir k\u00fct\u00fcphaneye \u00fcye oldum ve \u00e7e\u015fitli \u0130ngilizce kitaplar alarak d\u00fczenli \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ev arkada\u015flar\u0131mdan da yard\u0131m ald\u0131m. B\u00f6ylece konu\u015fma d\u00fczeyinde hi\u00e7 bir sorun ya\u015famayacak d\u00fczeye geldim. Hatta bazen arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n gramer yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 dahi d\u00fczeltiyorum Ger\u00e7ekten EVS bana bu anlamda \u00e7ok fazla \u015fey katt\u0131 diyebilirim.<\/p>\n\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-6 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-6 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-6 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-6 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-6' class='gallery galleryid-1914 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13059475_10209044325454185_1183642079_n.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13059475_10209044325454185_1183642079_n-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13059549_10209044325214179_1810462615_n.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13059549_10209044325214179_1810462615_n-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13059625_10209044325094176_932309562_n.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13059625_10209044325094176_932309562_n-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><br style=\"clear: both\" \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p>Bo\u015f zamanlar\u0131mda farkl\u0131 yerler ke\u015ffetmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Kendi birikimimle farkl\u0131 \u00fclkeleri gezdim. Mesela, yaln\u0131z \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m Balt\u0131k \u00fclkeleri gezim bana \u00e7ok fazla \u015fey katt\u0131. 1 hafta boyunca tek ba\u015f\u0131ma, s\u0131rt \u00e7antam\u0131 alarak oradan oraya gezdim durdum. Sorun ya\u015fad\u0131m, e\u011flendim ve mutlu oldum. En \u00f6nemlisi ise \u00e7ok fazla an\u0131 biriktirdim. Her yerde, her dakikada.. Ve sonunda 7 \u00fclke 10 \u015fehirle bu turumu kapatt\u0131m..<br \/>\n\u00dczg\u00fcn\u00fcm, mutluyum \u00e7ok fazla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k duyguyu ayn\u0131 anda ya\u015f\u0131yorum.<br \/>\n\u00dczg\u00fcn\u00fcm \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc en \u00f6nemlisi i\u015f yerimden,her davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 bildi\u011fim \u00e7ocuklar\u0131mdan ayr\u0131l\u0131yorum..<br \/>\n\u00dczg\u00fcn\u00fcm \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc, bana binlerce \u015fey \u00f6\u011freten birlikte delirebildi\u011fim ve zamanla benden bir par\u00e7a olan ev arkada\u015flar\u0131mdan ve di\u011fer g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc arkada\u015flar\u0131mdan ayr\u0131l\u0131yorum. Ne kadar zor \u015fimdi \u201cg\u00fcle g\u00fcle\u201d demek bu kadar \u00e7ok \u015fey payla\u015fm\u0131\u015fken..<\/p>\n\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-7 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-7 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-7 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-7 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-7' class='gallery galleryid-1914 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13077291_10209044325814194_558811852_n.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13077291_10209044325814194_558811852_n-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13059749_10209044325574188_1753216047_n.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13059749_10209044325574188_1753216047_n-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13077268_10209044325654190_384836742_n.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13077268_10209044325654190_384836742_n-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><br style=\"clear: both\" \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p>Bir yandan da mutluyum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc fazlaca \u00f6zledi\u011fim aileme ve beni d\u00f6rt g\u00f6zle bekleyen arkada\u015flar\u0131ma, yani her birini ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131 \u00f6zledi\u011fim bazen \u00f6zlemime yenik d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm o insanlara geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum. K\u0131sacas\u0131 dedi\u011fim gibi \u00e7ok fazla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k duyguyu ayn\u0131 anda ya\u015f\u0131yorum.<br \/>\nSon olarak EVS bana ne katt\u0131 sorusunu cevaplamak istiyorum..<\/p>\n\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-8 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-8 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-8 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-8 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-8' class='gallery galleryid-1914 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13161012_10209152957409916_164633858_o.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13161012_10209152957409916_164633858_o-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13084216_10209044325174178_448920019_n-1.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13084216_10209044325174178_448920019_n-1-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13090413_10209044325134177_935182332_n.jpg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13090413_10209044325134177_935182332_n-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><br style=\"clear: both\" \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p>As\u0131l hayat\u0131, geli\u015fimi, de\u011fi\u015fimi, t\u00fcm zorluklara tek ba\u015f\u0131na direnebilmeyi, \u00f6zlem duygumu kontrol edebilmeyi, al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm o ya\u015fam \u015feklini y\u0131k\u0131p, yeni d\u00fczene nas\u0131l adapte olabilmem gerekti\u011fini, yeni k\u00fclt\u00fcrleri, yeni insanlar\u0131 tan\u0131may\u0131, asl\u0131nda tam olarak bana, as\u0131l beni \u00f6\u011fretti. Beni tamamen de\u011fi\u015ftirdi. Buraya gelen ve buradan d\u00f6nen ki\u015fi kesinlikle ayn\u0131 de\u011fil. B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm, geli\u015ftim ve bir k\u00fclt\u00fcr zenginli\u011fi i\u00e7inde do\u011fru bildi\u011fim yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131, \u00f6n yarg\u0131lar\u0131 k\u0131rarak a\u00e7\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u00fc olabilmeyi \u00f6\u011frendim. Yaln\u0131z hissettim, her \u015feyin m\u00fckemmel olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlarda \u00e7aresiz de hissettim. Ama ben ya\u015fayarak, tek ba\u015f\u0131ma \u00f6\u011frendim. Nereden sat\u0131n alabilirdim bu tecr\u00fcbeyi? \u0130nsanlar bazen bana as\u0131l hayat\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in k\u0131zd\u0131 bazen ise anlayamad\u0131. Ben de anlatmay\u0131 bir s\u00fcre sonra zaten b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Ayn\u0131 y\u00f6ne bakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sadece susmay\u0131 ve ger\u00e7ekten mutlu oldu\u011fum bu ya\u015fam\u0131, kendi tercihimi sonuna kadar ya\u015famay\u0131 se\u00e7tim. Hi\u00e7bir do\u011frumdan pi\u015fman olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi a\u00e7\u0131k y\u00fcreklilikle s\u00f6yleyebilirim ki EVS s\u00fcrecimdeki yanl\u0131\u015f diyebilece\u011fim ad\u0131mlar\u0131mda da pi\u015fman olmad\u0131m. Ve bu y\u00fczden gururluyum. \u0130yi ki diyorum iyi ki yapm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Edindi\u011fim hayat tecr\u00fcbesi, kendi \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, benli\u011fim, geli\u015ftirdi\u011fim \u00f6z sayg\u0131m, k\u0131sacas\u0131 t\u00fcm maneviyat\u0131m i\u00e7in de\u011ferdi. Buradan d\u00fcnya \u00fczerinde, \u00e7ok farkl\u0131 \u00fclkelerden arkada\u015flar edinerek ayr\u0131l\u0131yorum ve biliyorum ki yine bir yerlerde onlarla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015faca\u011f\u0131m.. Umuyorum hepimiz i\u00e7in bundan sonra ki hayat\u0131m\u0131z bu y\u0131l kadar g\u00fczel ve verimli ge\u00e7er. Ben \u015funa eminim art\u0131k bu geli\u015fim s\u00fcrecine ad\u0131m att\u0131ktan sonra , bu tad\u0131 ald\u0131ktan sonra hep ileriye bak\u0131p, \u00f6\u011frenmeye devam edece\u011fim \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc EVS as\u0131l bana bunu katt\u0131.. Ve bu bir \u015fekilde bende s\u00fcrekli olarak de\u011ferlenmeye devam edecek..<\/p>\n<p>Ne diyebilirim ki daha fazla? Bana yard\u0131mc\u0131 olan, bu imkan\u0131 birlikte ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, 10 ay\u0131m\u0131 payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m herkese \u00e7ok te\u015fekk\u00fcr ediyorum..<\/p>\n<p>Son olarak!<br \/>\nHayallerinizi ertelemeyin! \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc zaman her \u015feye kar\u015f\u0131 en \u00f6nemlisi size kar\u015f\u0131 ilerlemeye devam ediyor. Ve geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 olan hayat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131, ad\u0131m atmaktan korktu\u011funuz t\u00fcm o anlar\u0131 g\u00f6rmemek i\u00e7in cesaretinizi toplayabilme zaman\u0131d\u0131r. En \u00f6nemlisi tam da bahsetti\u011fimiz bu zamanla, \u201cherkes gibi olma\u201d d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiyle ba\u015f etme ya da belki sava\u015fma zaman\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\nYan\u0131mda olan herkese bu s\u00fcre\u00e7te te\u015fekk\u00fcr ediyorum..<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13149993_10209152957649922_2080663586_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1934\" src=\"http:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13149993_10209152957649922_2080663586_n.jpg\" alt=\"13149993_10209152957649922_2080663586_n\" width=\"180\" height=\"320\" srcset=\"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13149993_10209152957649922_2080663586_n.jpg 180w, https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13149993_10209152957649922_2080663586_n-169x300.jpg 169w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 180px) 100vw, 180px\" \/><\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The activity period of our volunteer Sundus Ozturk who has worked for the disabled kids in our partner SCHUMAN in Warsaw for 10 months under the Erasmus+ European Voluntary Service (EVS) project is being finalized. Here are the lines in Turkish of Sundus about EVS! &nbsp; Ne kadar yazsam da duygular\u0131m\u0131 tam olarak asla ifade edemeyece\u011fim bir s\u00fcreci sizlere anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m. Ba\u015fvuru a\u015famamdan bug\u00fcne kadar neler ya\u015fad\u0131m. Neler oldu ve \u015fimdi ge\u00e7mi\u015fe bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda hayat\u0131mda neler de\u011fi\u015fti. T\u00fcrk K\u0131z\u0131lay\u0131 sayesinde tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m Avrupa G\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc Hizmeti ile daha sonra kendi ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131mla da arkada\u015f olduk. Art\u0131k karar vermi\u015ftim bir \u015feyler de\u011fi\u015fmeliydi. Kesinlikle herkesin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u00fcrden s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 bir hayat istemiyordum,.Farkl\u0131 olmak, fark yaratabilmek ve geli\u015febilmek, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 tan\u0131yabilmek istiyordum. Bu y\u00fczden \u00f6ncelikle t\u00fcm bu s\u00fcrece kararl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde ad\u0131m att\u0131m. Cv&#8217;mi, motivasyon mektubumu google translate yard\u0131m\u0131yla yaz\u0131p, bir de video haz\u0131rlad\u0131m (ki bence se\u00e7ilmemi sa\u011flad\u0131 ) projeleri ara\u015ft\u0131rarak ba\u015fvurular yapmaya ve beklemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Okulumda da bir yandan sunumlar yap\u0131yordum. \u00d6\u011frendiklerimi benim gibi hayalleri olan insanlar ile payla\u015f\u0131yordum. Daha sonras\u0131nda Polonya&#8217;dan kabul ald\u0131m ve hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden projeyi bende kabul ettim. Engelli \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n oldu\u011fu bir kre\u015fte g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015facakt\u0131m. Benim grubumda otizimli 4 \u00e7ocuk bulunuyordu ve 10 ay boyunca onlarla ilgilenecektim. Bu kabul alma,vize,pasaport, proje anla\u015fmas\u0131,u\u00e7ak bileti gibi beni yoran ve y\u0131pratan s\u00fcre\u00e7te her zaman yan\u0131mda olan g\u00f6nderen kurulu\u015fum EPEKA&#8217;ya ve koordinat\u00f6r kurulu\u015fum SCHUMAN&#8217;a sahip oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in ger\u00e7ekten \u00e7ok \u015fansl\u0131yd\u0131m. T\u00fcm prosed\u00fcr bittikten sonra art\u0131k yeni bi ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 yapmak i\u00e7in Var\u015fova&#8217;ya gelme zaman\u0131yd\u0131. Uzun bir 10 ay ge\u00e7irdim. Kre\u015fteki \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar ile grubumdaki her bir \u00e7ocuk ile arkada\u015f oldum, aile oldum. En \u00f6nemlisi buradaki, bu projenin di\u011fer g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fcleriyle hi\u00e7 ba\u011f\u0131 kopmayacak bir aile olu\u015fturdum. Her zaman birbirimize sayg\u0131l\u0131 ve arkada\u015f\u00e7a davrand\u0131k. Sorunlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 benimsedik ve \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm yollar\u0131n\u0131 birlikte arad\u0131k. Uzun bir yoldu benimkisi ve bu yolda her t\u00f6kezledi\u011fimde en yak\u0131n arkada\u015flar\u0131m, ailem ve burada ki farkl\u0131 \u00fclkelerden olan g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc arkada\u015flar\u0131m hep yan\u0131mdayd\u0131. Muhte\u015fem bir 10 ay ge\u00e7irdim bu sayede. Ba\u015flarda \u0130ngilizcem beni ger\u00e7ekten zorluyordu. Fakat bu sorunu a\u015fmaya kararl\u0131 oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in bir k\u00fct\u00fcphaneye \u00fcye oldum ve \u00e7e\u015fitli \u0130ngilizce kitaplar alarak d\u00fczenli \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ev arkada\u015flar\u0131mdan da yard\u0131m ald\u0131m. B\u00f6ylece konu\u015fma d\u00fczeyinde hi\u00e7 bir sorun ya\u015famayacak d\u00fczeye geldim. Hatta bazen arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n gramer yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 dahi d\u00fczeltiyorum Ger\u00e7ekten EVS bana bu anlamda \u00e7ok fazla \u015fey katt\u0131 diyebilirim. Bo\u015f zamanlar\u0131mda farkl\u0131 yerler ke\u015ffetmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Kendi birikimimle farkl\u0131 \u00fclkeleri gezdim. Mesela, yaln\u0131z \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m Balt\u0131k \u00fclkeleri gezim bana \u00e7ok fazla \u015fey katt\u0131. 1 hafta boyunca tek ba\u015f\u0131ma, s\u0131rt \u00e7antam\u0131 alarak oradan oraya gezdim durdum. Sorun ya\u015fad\u0131m, e\u011flendim ve mutlu oldum. En \u00f6nemlisi ise \u00e7ok fazla an\u0131 biriktirdim. Her yerde, her dakikada.. Ve sonunda 7 \u00fclke 10 \u015fehirle bu turumu kapatt\u0131m.. \u00dczg\u00fcn\u00fcm, mutluyum \u00e7ok fazla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k duyguyu ayn\u0131 anda ya\u015f\u0131yorum. \u00dczg\u00fcn\u00fcm \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc en \u00f6nemlisi i\u015f yerimden,her davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 bildi\u011fim \u00e7ocuklar\u0131mdan ayr\u0131l\u0131yorum.. \u00dczg\u00fcn\u00fcm \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc, bana binlerce \u015fey \u00f6\u011freten birlikte delirebildi\u011fim ve zamanla benden bir par\u00e7a olan ev arkada\u015flar\u0131mdan ve di\u011fer g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc arkada\u015flar\u0131mdan ayr\u0131l\u0131yorum. Ne kadar zor \u015fimdi \u201cg\u00fcle g\u00fcle\u201d demek bu kadar \u00e7ok \u015fey payla\u015fm\u0131\u015fken.. Bir yandan da mutluyum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc fazlaca \u00f6zledi\u011fim aileme ve beni d\u00f6rt g\u00f6zle bekleyen arkada\u015flar\u0131ma, yani her birini ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131 \u00f6zledi\u011fim bazen \u00f6zlemime yenik d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm o insanlara geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum. K\u0131sacas\u0131 dedi\u011fim gibi \u00e7ok fazla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k duyguyu ayn\u0131 anda ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Son olarak EVS bana ne katt\u0131 sorusunu cevaplamak istiyorum.. As\u0131l hayat\u0131, geli\u015fimi, de\u011fi\u015fimi, t\u00fcm zorluklara tek ba\u015f\u0131na direnebilmeyi, \u00f6zlem duygumu kontrol edebilmeyi, al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm o ya\u015fam \u015feklini y\u0131k\u0131p, yeni d\u00fczene nas\u0131l adapte olabilmem gerekti\u011fini, yeni k\u00fclt\u00fcrleri, yeni insanlar\u0131 tan\u0131may\u0131, asl\u0131nda tam olarak bana, as\u0131l beni \u00f6\u011fretti. Beni tamamen de\u011fi\u015ftirdi. Buraya gelen ve buradan d\u00f6nen ki\u015fi kesinlikle ayn\u0131 de\u011fil. B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm, geli\u015ftim ve bir k\u00fclt\u00fcr zenginli\u011fi i\u00e7inde do\u011fru bildi\u011fim yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131, \u00f6n yarg\u0131lar\u0131 k\u0131rarak a\u00e7\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u00fc olabilmeyi \u00f6\u011frendim. Yaln\u0131z hissettim, her \u015feyin m\u00fckemmel olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlarda \u00e7aresiz de hissettim. Ama ben ya\u015fayarak, tek ba\u015f\u0131ma \u00f6\u011frendim. Nereden sat\u0131n alabilirdim bu tecr\u00fcbeyi? \u0130nsanlar bazen bana as\u0131l hayat\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in k\u0131zd\u0131 bazen ise anlayamad\u0131. Ben de anlatmay\u0131 bir s\u00fcre sonra zaten b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Ayn\u0131 y\u00f6ne bakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sadece susmay\u0131 ve ger\u00e7ekten mutlu oldu\u011fum bu ya\u015fam\u0131, kendi tercihimi sonuna kadar ya\u015famay\u0131 se\u00e7tim. Hi\u00e7bir do\u011frumdan pi\u015fman olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi a\u00e7\u0131k y\u00fcreklilikle s\u00f6yleyebilirim ki EVS s\u00fcrecimdeki yanl\u0131\u015f diyebilece\u011fim ad\u0131mlar\u0131mda da pi\u015fman olmad\u0131m. Ve bu y\u00fczden gururluyum. \u0130yi ki diyorum iyi ki yapm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Edindi\u011fim hayat tecr\u00fcbesi, kendi \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, benli\u011fim, geli\u015ftirdi\u011fim \u00f6z sayg\u0131m, k\u0131sacas\u0131 t\u00fcm maneviyat\u0131m i\u00e7in de\u011ferdi. Buradan d\u00fcnya \u00fczerinde, \u00e7ok farkl\u0131 \u00fclkelerden arkada\u015flar edinerek ayr\u0131l\u0131yorum ve biliyorum ki yine bir yerlerde onlarla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015faca\u011f\u0131m.. Umuyorum hepimiz i\u00e7in bundan sonra ki hayat\u0131m\u0131z bu y\u0131l kadar g\u00fczel ve verimli ge\u00e7er. Ben \u015funa eminim art\u0131k bu geli\u015fim s\u00fcrecine ad\u0131m att\u0131ktan sonra , bu tad\u0131 ald\u0131ktan sonra hep ileriye bak\u0131p, \u00f6\u011frenmeye devam edece\u011fim \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc EVS as\u0131l bana bunu katt\u0131.. Ve bu bir \u015fekilde bende s\u00fcrekli olarak de\u011ferlenmeye devam edecek.. Ne diyebilirim ki daha fazla? Bana yard\u0131mc\u0131 olan, bu imkan\u0131 birlikte ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, 10 ay\u0131m\u0131 payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m herkese \u00e7ok te\u015fekk\u00fcr ediyorum.. Son olarak! Hayallerinizi ertelemeyin! \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc zaman her \u015feye kar\u015f\u0131 en \u00f6nemlisi size kar\u015f\u0131 ilerlemeye devam ediyor. Ve geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 olan hayat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131, ad\u0131m atmaktan korktu\u011funuz t\u00fcm o anlar\u0131 g\u00f6rmemek i\u00e7in cesaretinizi toplayabilme zaman\u0131d\u0131r. En \u00f6nemlisi tam da bahsetti\u011fimiz bu zamanla, \u201cherkes gibi olma\u201d d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiyle ba\u015f etme ya da belki sava\u015fma zaman\u0131d\u0131r. Yan\u0131mda olan herkese bu s\u00fcre\u00e7te te\u015fekk\u00fcr ediyorum..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1936,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,5,7],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1914"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1914"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1914\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2113,"href":"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1914\/revisions\/2113"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1936"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1914"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1914"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/epeka.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1914"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}